TY  - BOOK
AU  - Bateman,Jane Lee
TI  - I will never
SN  - 9780615830636
AV  - RJ496.B328.B384 2013 
PY  - 2013///
CY  - Place of publication not identified : Publisher not identified
KW  - Columbia International University
KW  - Alumni and alumnae
KW  - CIU Alumni Authors
KW  - Brain-damaged children
KW  - Family relationships
KW  - Christian biography
N1  - Signed copy; Gift received from Jane Lee Bateman on January 8, 2015; Includes bibliography references (page 251); I will never ... 1. ...chase ambulances --; 2. ...leave the United States --; 3. ...work with a handicapped person --; 4. ...leave home --; 5. ...question --; 6. ...be separated --; 7. ...believe God will not heal Daniel --; 8. ...get used to this --; 9. ...send Daniel to camp --; 10. ...live through this --; 11. ...go out in public again --; 12. ...explain this one to Larry --; 13. ...forget the Bicentennial --; 14. ...lock anyone up --; 15. ...get used to the principals office --; 16. ...move to Illinois --; 17. ...doubt Gods goodness --; 18. ...lose sight that Jesus is alive and reigns --; 19. ...believe God continually disappoints --; 20. ...despair --; 21. ...forget this Memorial Day --; 22. ...forget this human sandwich --; 23. ...get through this --; 24. ...get angry --; 25. ...accept blame --; 26. ...forget this dry stuffing and plastic bulbs --; 27. ...allow our home to become a battleground --; 28. ...do what that church member did --; 29. ...understand saintly anonymous script --; 30. ...neglect our other children --; 31. ...choose between hitting and hospitalization --; 32. ...stay in the ministry --; 33. ...forget Champaign and McDonalds --; 34. ...store my stuff --; 35. ...beg for my husbands help --; 36. ...allow Becky to suffer --; 37. ...be your replica --; 38. ...again afflict pain --; 39. ...be a visual aid to my children --; 40. ...play Tackle Frisbee again --; 41. ...sit and stare at a therapist --; 42. ...forget the ungluing --; 43. ...engage in calisthenics again --; 44. ...forget the candy box --; 45. ...forget wounded hands --; 46. ...be a loving wife --; 47. ...let God remove another son --; 48. ...be able to thank you --; 49. ...complain again --; 50. ...live this one down --; 51. ...understand fairness --; 52. ...shake my fist again --; 53. ...cease to marvel --; 54. ...believe God knows what this is like --; 55. ...enjoy my home visit --; 56. ...balk again --; 57. ...pray again --; 58. ...forget the love in the sanctuary --; 59. ...play the martyr again --; 60. ...soar with eagles --; 61. ...wallow in guilt again --; 62. ...finish writing this book --; 63. No more I will nevers --; 64. The end of the beginning; 2
N2  - I will never is a real life story about the confrontations between the will of God and the willfulness of a loving mother. Some of her stories are mundane and some are dramatic as the family deals with a brain-damaged and dangerously aggressive son. For each clash - and there are many - proved that God is more than able to accept the hearts challenge which says, I will never
UR  - http://janebateman.com
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